Had a wonderful time yesterday at dinner with Hana & Teha at Mak Ngah's! Hana (with some help from Teha) cooked brilliantly :) :) We had Chili, grilled chicken, baked potatoes, sausages and salad. And then we had chocolate and ice cream for desert. Yum yum yum. Teha and I ate 'till we almost explode! Haha. And of course, Umairah was there being cute!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
What's Up
First and foremost, Alhamdulillah for a good beginning of the new Hijrah year :) I'm unbelievably happy at the moment. I hope it stays that way for a very very long time.
Job -
Going pretty well I guess. I'm still trying to adapt with how things are in Era. Not much work to do actually. It makes me feel a little weird because it was nothing but work in XFM / X (a.k.a Xfresh). See, in X we were understaffed. So I had to do a lot of the work myself. Whereas Era has enough people. It somehow makes me feel "dysfunctional" at times. I guess I can always try and learn new things and concentrate on that but right now I'm kinda enjoying not having much to do! Maybe I'll chill for another month, and then I'll start getting myself busy again. Whatever it is, my job is stress-free. YAY! Syukur... :) :) Having said that, there's always certain things that I dislike about my job. The only thing that I like about it is going on-air and preparing for my show. The rest - like "marketing" myself for the sake of station branding, hosting or interviewing artistes for Era TV without getting paid, photo shoots, emceeing events for free (also for station branding), showing up at events - well, basically being exposed lah. I really really dislike that part of it. And the make up!!! Eww... I just don't get it. How come females have to be dolled up so much as if we are not supposed to look the way we naturally look!? It's so unfair. Males can make do with just a dab or two of those loose powder (or whatever it's called). Why can't radio announcers sit quietly behind the mic and do what we do best and nothing else? Sheesh..!
Bandar Baru Bangi -
Before moving back in with my parents, I was worried about a few things like being far from my circle of friends, being so used to coming home late from a mamak session, the amount of money I have to spend on toll & petrol, being far from the usual hangouts that I like, getting along with my family... Surprisingly, all is good. I managed to track back my 'Bangian' friends (non schoolmates!), find new hangouts in Putrajaya & Cyberjaya, glue myself to the internet and get along with my family. And... I'm lucky enough to have someone so rajin to come all the way to Bangi to pick me up and go somewhere, send me back, and sometimes just to have dinner & mamak session with me here... Woohoo!! Alhamdulillah, syukur...
Relationship -
I finally realised how blessed I've been with the whole break-up thing. We're still friends but just like that only lah. He cheated on me, but I've forgiven him for it. I totally understand why he did it. It's no excuse, but he is who he is. A serial cheater (only discovered this 2 months after the break up. Aiyoh!). I wish him all the best. I wish both of them all the best. I hope he's finally happy with the love of his life ;) I met someone about a month ago. So far so good. He's a really nice person. We've been out on dates. We can talk for hours... I like him very much. Ngeehee.
Hijab -
It's been more than a month now since I dawned the hijab. I still get the "how come" question. I'm more than happy to answer them. Some people can be sarcastic and call me "ustazah" or "maktok". Some still can't believe it. Some are so happy for me. Some say I look good with it. Some say I don't. Some aren't sure if this is permanent. Some are just not bothered. Me? I feel awesome wearing it. It's also pretty fun trying to colour co-ordinate my look for that day.
Summary -
I AM AT ONE OF MY HAPPIEST POINTS IN LIFE. Masha-Allah... It's great! Agagagaga.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Nope
No, I didn't get any dream
No, I didn't see any light
No, nobody asked me to
No, I'm not getting married anytime soon
No, it's not temporary
No, it's not because I want to be like anyone
No, I don't blame you for being curious
No, I don't appreciate your cynicism
No, I don't appreciate your sarcasm
No, I don't care if I look cute or not
Lillahi Ta'ala & from the heart.
So everybody, just leave it at that.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Loved
I have been truly blessed. Alhamdulillah. Given the opportunity to work with such an awesome team. XFM is always close to my heart. Thank you so much for always showing me support, for accepting me the way I am, for believing in me and most of all for loving me. 3 bosses in 4 years! I will never forget how encouraging and understanding you have been while I was falling real hard. You have been keeping me strong until this very moment. I can now say I'M HAPPY. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!!!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Beyonce - Me, Myself And I
All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it out...
I can't believe i believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong
I can't believe i fell for your schemes
I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now i moved on
Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing i know i'm dealing
With your three kids in my home
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong
Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
Ain't no need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now i am strong
Because i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend
Me myself and i
I know that i will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
I can't regret all the times spent with you
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that i will never disappoint myself
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